Every single day is a bad fucking day for me.
cant you just go the fuck away. Leave me alone, don’t text me. don’t call me. Block me on facebook. Don’t comment on everything i comment on, and like all my status’s. just go the fuck away. every single day i wake up crying. every single fucking day. lunch time comes around. here i am again, fucking cutting myself down, crying, and not eating, or talking or anything. Im doing it again, im losing myself. and no ones even going to know this time. I don’t want this, not again. You’re the biggest fucking piece of shit i have ever met, you don’t care about anyone but yourself. Your mother fucking ruined your life when you got diabetes. She spoiled you absolutely fucking rotten. i know children who were never even yelled at as children who act better towards women than you do. You just piss me the fuck off all the fucking time. but for some reason, there i was laying in bed, begging for you to just be friends with me, until we can both work threw our problems. but i know we’ll never work. But i miss you. so fucking much. and im rambling because these are all the things i cant say to you, without you screaming at me. i can’t say anything, any of this, to anyone. Im not even sure i have friends anymore. No one wants to hear my bullshit, no one wants to listen to me cry. I’ve given up, i keep it all in, all the time, and i tell no one that i cry all fucking day. I tell no one that i still hurt myself. or that im absolutely fucking miserable. i don’t have any one to tell. i never did.. You took every thing away from me, you were right, you do always win.  You are now fucking cheyanne kaufman again, and you practically live at the beach. Congratulations. i hope you both get crabs in your fucking asshole. You deserve each other, she begged for your cock the whole time we were together. i hope her lack of spelling turns you on.  and i hope she rides your dick better than i ever could. because thats all you ever wanted, was to be able to lay there and just be fucked by some slut. god damnit i hate you so fucking much. But im still fucking crying. I don’t understand,

I don’t have anything to say anymore.
I don’t have anything..
Zachary you are correct, i am nothing.
You’re all right, im shit.

Im done.
goodbye .

meladoodle:

*ding dong ditches the gates of heaven*

(via pitchblackglow)